Stuff.

I just ate a quesadilla faster than I ever have in my life. And no one is here to be impressed. Of course, if someone were here, I prob would have eaten it in a more lady like fashion (aka no binge eating). I like to maintain an image of sophistication and on occasion, glamour.

Undeclared comes out on DVD today. I know this because Judd Apatow wrote me (via mass email to freaksandgeeks.com subscribers) to tell me. I like to think that he personally wrote it to me though- as if he were sitting around and thought, "I bet Reagan would like to know about this." He's sensitive like that. I quasi met him at a screening for 40 year old virgin (quasi=was in his presence) and did I tell him how much I love him? No. Instead I stood there silently like a fucking school girl (is this a common saying?) and muttered one lame sentence, not enough to make him say, "You should come work for me" but it did somehow elicit a "Nice meeting you" even though we were never actually introduced. Judd, if you can hear me, my name is Reagan and it's nice to (quasi) meet you."

Yeah, if I were to re-read what I just wrote I might reconsider posting it, but frankly I don't care. I am an obsessive fan, take it and like it. I'm also having another freak out day. No need to go into detail, if you know me, you know what I'm talking about. But this time I'm referencing 6 feet under and talking about how we're all going to die someday anyway and what does it all matter and blah blah blah. I'm also concerned about the fact that I'm wound pretty fucking tight and I need to find a solution to this problem. Here's what I have so far: 1) Get laid or 2) Get Xanax. Or perhaps both, in no particular order.

I'm going to Austin on Thursday and I can't wait. I have to wait, but I'd rather not. I need my mini break. B/c while my co-workers take week vacations, I take 4 days vacations (incl weekends). Yeah, poor me. Sure there are people starving in the world but I only get a 4 day break from my job. It's such a tragedy, online petition to follow.

Back to work. Hi ho.
R.

p.s. This amused me, but I'm going to try to remember a quote from King of the Hill the other night, said by Dale Gribble to Bill after he joins an all male chorus:
"This chorus is the feces that results when shame eats too much stupidity."
Yeah, I think that's about right.